Day 19 - still dying...

Today I continue to suffer.., in more ways than one.   Of course, the flu takes its toll on me and I can barely speak or breathe. So, I have been watching Ghibli movies and reading yaoi. 

A new chapter of 19 Days was posted - so many feels. I might go back and re-read it all.  

On the other suffering front - I lost out on the Junjou bear - and not because I didn't get to bid and not because my bid wasn't the highest. It was given an initial 10,000 yen bid limit but my proxy said I had to remind them to up the bid to my original higher bid amount if the bid exceeded 10,000, which it naturally did. But they didn't up their bid before the end of the bidding time. Even though it doesn't really matter, I still feel disappointed as the final price was 10,500 yen. Such a small price for a 80cm Suzuki-san. And so close to having another Suzuki-san. I don't feel too bad though as I know I have a goal and a plan for life and it will all come together eventually, so watch out world - just give me two more years and I will be able to buy another Suzuki-san if I so choose!!!   

Right...all this enthusiasm has tired me out. Where's my medicine.